About Him - 3

    The reason that I hung out with him so often is that I was hurt by my ex-boyfriend. Oh, the story between me and the bad guy will be shared next time.
    I knew he had a girlfriend so I felt comfortable telling him such a private issue. He was my friend, a trustworthy friend. The irony is that he was a perfect winner in my mind. And I dug deeply, telling him about all my dark memories and flaws. A strong sense of inferiority in my heart was howling. I told him, well... you'll be the same, leaving me when your girlfriend come. How pity I was.
    When I was to closing my mind once again. "I'll treasure you. "He said. "You are the friend I will keep in touch and cherish. Don't worry. "His sight was firm. I was touched honestly. I smile through tears, no matter if those words were true or not.
    After that day, we didn't feel any thing change between us but more connected. I liked him, the kind of lovers? No, I think it is the kind of loving my family.
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    Then, we often went to kotofusa together, sharing the music we prefer. Frankly speaking, I was totally scared that he like the same kind of music which I like. Since I was a child, people around me were working-hard on study but enjoying entertainment. I didn't believe there had a person who was willing to indulge himself in music and the piano for just relaxation but for some professional degrees. "How silly you are. "I chuckled. "So you are. " He replied. Didn't know why, we had a tacit understanding. Every Wednesday afternoon, we played the piano together. It lasts for three months till now, still keeps going. We don't have any pressure surprisingly.
    BTW...
    One day, I was at Taichung and got back to Taipei later. I didn't receive his call. I didn't feel anything though. HAHA but I just received a new story when I was calling him today. He said he was awfully upset and didn't catch up what happened to himself. After having all class done, he immediately went to the kotofusa alone. "Do not crush on her. "He said and beat the keys.
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    I feel the same sense sometime though, I kept warning myself.
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    We kept our awkward relationship well I considered. Because I firmly believed that we would never be together.