"I'm a person who is always giving my heart away to everyone I thought he or she was the most important friend, then I always got hurt eventually. My family need me, my friends need me, my classmates need me and many people need me! But I'm tired to compel myself to flatter those will never return my intention ultimately! I always can not be arbitrary. " I cried and totally scared him.
He seemed to be bothered and didn't know what to do, a little bit panic and repeatedly saying that he didn't know how to comfort people and felt sorry for me. He was cute. I like him to do what he really is. He gradually gave a sense of security. Didn't know why, it seemed to be easier to talk with him and share with him deeply. "Well...You might be my best friend. " I said. "Yap, might be you're right. "He replied vaguely. The reason why we had many defenses to each other is his GIRLFRIEND.
What are you talking about? Reading till here, you might be feel that it is a story about a couple. Sorry to tell you guys, it MIGHT be the happiest Bad Ending story.
I've known that from the first week I met him and tought I would not fall in love with this occupied men.
One day night, we hanged out together to chat. Getting tired, we went to sit at Starbucks and order cups of coffee. We happily started our chat topic, then lost control. Once again, I cried. Didn't know the basic reason which let me upset. I dropped some heavy words to him. "Well, you are completely different person to me you know, you've got a girlfriend, have a nice family and great achievements. But I'm empty. Everytime I looked back, no one was there for me at the end of the period. "I finished my words and he shocked.
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