Packaging my memory

    Looked though my photos in my phone, I've found some interesting pictures and memories recently. Wow, I found that I had such a many-splendored time in near three months.

    Baking, exercising, school dancing, fighting with my friends I thought they were the most important ones, traveling, singing, watching an acabella show with Jimmy...... Quite fun.

    Sharing these to my true love right now haha......:-*

About Him - 3

    The reason that I hung out with him so often is that I was hurt by my ex-boyfriend. Oh, the story between me and the bad guy will be shared next time.
    I knew he had a girlfriend so I felt comfortable telling him such a private issue. He was my friend, a trustworthy friend. The irony is that he was a perfect winner in my mind. And I dug deeply, telling him about all my dark memories and flaws. A strong sense of inferiority in my heart was howling. I told him, well... you'll be the same, leaving me when your girlfriend come. How pity I was.
    When I was to closing my mind once again. "I'll treasure you. "He said. "You are the friend I will keep in touch and cherish. Don't worry. "His sight was firm. I was touched honestly. I smile through tears, no matter if those words were true or not.
    After that day, we didn't feel any thing change between us but more connected. I liked him, the kind of lovers? No, I think it is the kind of loving my family.
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    Then, we often went to kotofusa together, sharing the music we prefer. Frankly speaking, I was totally scared that he like the same kind of music which I like. Since I was a child, people around me were working-hard on study but enjoying entertainment. I didn't believe there had a person who was willing to indulge himself in music and the piano for just relaxation but for some professional degrees. "How silly you are. "I chuckled. "So you are. " He replied. Didn't know why, we had a tacit understanding. Every Wednesday afternoon, we played the piano together. It lasts for three months till now, still keeps going. We don't have any pressure surprisingly.
    BTW...
    One day, I was at Taichung and got back to Taipei later. I didn't receive his call. I didn't feel anything though. HAHA but I just received a new story when I was calling him today. He said he was awfully upset and didn't catch up what happened to himself. After having all class done, he immediately went to the kotofusa alone. "Do not crush on her. "He said and beat the keys.
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    I feel the same sense sometime though, I kept warning myself.
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    We kept our awkward relationship well I considered. Because I firmly believed that we would never be together.

About Him - 2

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    "I'm a person who is always giving my heart away to everyone I thought he or she was the most important friend, then I always got hurt eventually. My family need me, my friends need me, my classmates need me and many people need me! But I'm tired to compel myself to flatter those will never return my intention ultimately! I always can not be arbitrary. " I cried and totally scared him.

    He seemed to be bothered and didn't know what to do, a little bit panic and repeatedly saying that he didn't know how to comfort people and felt sorry for me. He was cute. I like him to do what he really is. He gradually gave a sense of security. Didn't know why, it seemed to be easier to talk with him and share with him deeply. "Well...You might be my best friend. " I said. "Yap, might be you're right. "He replied vaguely. The reason why we had many defenses to each other is his GIRLFRIEND.

    What are you talking about? Reading till here, you might be feel that it is a story about a couple. Sorry to tell you guys, it MIGHT be the happiest Bad Ending story.

    I've known that from the first week I met him and tought I would not fall in love with this occupied men. 

    One day night, we hanged out together to chat. Getting tired, we went to sit at Starbucks and order cups of coffee. We happily started our chat topic, then lost control. Once again, I cried. Didn't know the basic reason which let me upset. I dropped some heavy words to him. "Well, you are completely different  person to me you know, you've got a girlfriend, have a nice family and great achievements. But I'm empty. Everytime I looked back, no one was there for me at the end of the period. "I finished my words and he shocked.

Brand New Day.

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    There is always a person standing there for you in every stage in your life. And I guess boldly that I've found the most important one. For him, it might be a heavy burden though.

    I've found it strange that the first time I met him, I DIDN'T feel anything. I just thought he was a normal passenger in my brand new life at NTU. Clearly, I was wrong. Our first date, as classmates, result from one day, he surprisingly bought a bottle of milk for me. I thought I needed to return his kindness. Then, we unexpectedly shared our first four hours together. I truly enjoyed the atmosphere then, without thinking the further progress of our relationship. Yap, he WAS an ignorable new friend of mine. But, constantly, we invited each other for some activities like watching shows, having meals at some nice restaurants and walked everywhere at the strange place we both moved in recently. We talked about our habits, hobby, thoughts and stories. Well...after hanging out with this friend, I've found that we almost think the same. "Shit! Have you been tapping me???" The idea popped in my mind when he told me about his ideas.

    The turning point might be the day I lost control and cried outside my dorm. Unfortunately, HE PASSED BY!!! At first, he said hi and called my name without finding me crying. Funny, right? Of course, he still catches up what happened to me and turned his step back to me. I was astonished. "Wow, this kind of persons REALLY EXIST!!!!" Felt grateful to his concerning, I decided to tell him about what was on my mind and bothered me so badly.